This date is carved in my heart and makes it bleed. Five years later the bleeding is still here and will never stop. As we will never stop loving you, wonderful lovely boy taken away from us in the bloom of your teenage years for a reason we still don’t understand. A medical complication of a very silly food poisoning. A burger place I will hate forever, because it killed you. A frantic journey by bus, train, plane, coach again and then car to get to you when it was already too late, when the only thing left for me to do was to kiss your beautiful but cold forehead. You were the first baby in the family, the dearest boy ever born for us, you were a bit mine as well, as you were a bit of your cousins too when they were born and got to know their wonderful big cousin. You would have been 20 years old now, maybe at Uni, driving a car, loving a girlfriend, coming to England to see us and to watch your beloved Chelsea, being with us. Instead, all of this was taken away from as you were taken away from us. My dear wonderful Fabrizio, we will love you forever!
